The transition from the good man to the saint is a sort of revolution;
by which one for whom all things illustrate and illuminate God
becomes one for whom God illustrates and illuminates all things.
It is rather like the reversal whereby a lover might say at first sight
that a lady looked like a flower, and say afterwards that all flowers
reminded him of his lady. A saint and a poet standing by the same
flower might seem to say the same thing; but indeed though they would
both be telling the truth, they would be telling different truths.
For one the joy of life is a cause of faith, for the other rather
a result of faith. But one effect of the difference is that
the sense of a divine dependence, which for the artist is like
the brilliant levin-blaze, for the saint is like the broad daylight.
Being in some mystical sense on the other side of things,
he sees things go forth from the divine as children going forth
from a familiar and accepted home, instead of meeting them
as they come out, as most of us do, upon the roads of the world.
And it is the paradox that by this privilege he is more familiar,
more free and fraternal, more carelessly hospitable than we.
For us the elements are like heralds who tell us with trumpet and tabard
that we are drawing near the city of a great king; but he hails
them with an old familiarity that is almost an old frivolity.
He calls them his Brother Fire and his Sister Water.
So arises out of this almost nihilistic abyss the noble thing
that is called Praise; which no one will ever understand while
he identifies it with nature-worship or pantheistic optimism.
When we say that a poet praises the whole creation, we commonly
mean only that he praises the whole cosmos. But this sort of poet
does really praise creation, in the sense of the act of creation.
He praises the passage or transition from nonentity to entity;
there falls here also the shadow of that archetypal image of the bridge,
which has given to the priest his archaic and mysterious name.
The mystic who passes through the moment when there is nothing
but God does in some sense behold the beginningless beginnings
in which there was really nothing else. He not only appreciates
everything but the nothing of which everything was made. In a fashion
he endures and answers even the earthquake irony of the Book of Job;
in some sense he is there when the foundations of the world are laid,
with the morning stars singing together and the sons of God shouting
for joy. That is but a distant adumbration of the reason why
the Franciscan, ragged, penniless, homeless and apparently hopeless,
did indeed come forth singing such songs as might come from the stars
of morning; and shouting, a son of God.
This sense of the great gratitude and the sublime dependence was
not a phrase or even a sentiment; it is the whole point that this
was the very rock of reality. It was not a fancy but a fact;
rather it is true that beside it all facts are fancies.
That we all depend in every detail, at every instant, as a Christian
would say upon God, as even an agnostic would say upon existence
and the nature of things, is not an illusion of imagination;
on the contrary, it is the fundamental fact which we cover up,
as with curtains, with the illusion of ordinary life.
That ordinary life is an admirable thing in itself, just as imagination
is an admirable thing in itself. But it is much more the ordinary
life that is made of imagination than the contemplative life.
He who has seen the whole world hanging on a hair of the mercy
of God has seen the truth; we might almost say the cold truth.
He who has seen the vision of his city upside-down has seen it
the right way up.
-St. Francis of Assisi (1923)
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